This psalm is credited to Heman, the King’s seer and also musician. The psalm takes on a form that would be quite the song, albeit a sad song. The writer is obviously lost in his despair and hopelessness.
Many psalms will start with this wailing to God but then have a turning point somewhere when hope shines through. This one does not have that light at the end of the tunnel, give God the glory ending. It is a heartfelt plea from start to finish. The psalmist has truly hit rock bottom, as we would say in recovery circles. And, he appears to be dying.
Another striking observation is that this can be a good model for us. The writer is in conversation, deep prayerful communication with God. He is not wallowing alone feel just as alone. He is crying out to God, acknowledging God. Depression is real for many people, and too often those affected close themselves off from the world around them, probably even including God. Maybe even especially God, depending on the circumstance. We all struggle, and many of us try to handle it on our own, forgetting we have the greatest power of the universe ready to fight for us, our own friend, our God.
This psalmist didn’t forget, and he was calling out. His deep despair blinded him from God’s provision, and we all need to remember God is there, holding on to us. There was an anger in the psalmists tone, accusing God of this or that. God is a big God, he can even handle our anger. We, too often, blame God for what we perceive as inaction, much like the psalmist.
How do you reach out to those in need? How does it make you feel when you have served? Think of a time when you were in despair and someone reached out to help you out of the pit. You’ve come a long way since that moment.
Let’s pray. Father you are good and your mercies endure forever. Help us to not forget that you are here patiently waiting for us to call on you, to give you praise and honor, to give you our pain and sorrow. Work in us to bring restoration and healing from the hurts of our past and present. Protect us from the evil that surrounds and tempts us. Draw me closer to you so that I can be the light helping others to see you and glorify your name. In Jesus’ name. Amen.
